I'll be writing a poem every day this month over at
http://novicember.blogspot.com
with some friends

The weird capitalization is the result of slothitude

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The children’s game of telephone depends on the fact that a message passed quietly from one ear to another to another will get distorted at some point along the line.
—last stanza from "Time and Distance Overcome" by Eula Biss
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Jewish ghettos in Poland
Starving people in Norway
Lynching mobs
People fucking killing

About a drunk homeless indian bro:
wtf, look at your heart kid!!!
It's bleeding all over my floor
i'm not as smart as I pretend. My phone thought about saying
    smart as I preteen.
stoned, wined, fucked, n dined
Turn here.
Am I a
...filthy slut with
     a heart made of gold?

worried that my mom reads my blog.

4 recipes from september

idk rellenos:

3 fresh green chiles

cook on medium in a pool of butter or butt. sub. of yr choice

1 circle Brie

1 c. sharp or medium cheddar

1 c. cream cheese

or any kind of cheese you like; it should have a strong flavor. 

make one, light horizontal cut in the roasted chile (it's good if they have some black on them) peel, take out the stem and seeds to the best of yr ability, and then stuff with cheese 

I battered them with flour, skim milk, 2 eggs and panfried in a canola/butter mix. Not bad, but a better frycook could nail it.

serve with red chile, sour cream, lime, and salt. 

Eat while watching reality television on the couch.

When you are done, lift your shirt and pat your stomach with a sort of nauseated pride.

late for tennis wrap:

1 tortilla, burrito sized

3oz turkey or 1 hot dog (cold, cut into 1/2" cylinders)

(opt.) few spoonfuls of cooked rice

1/4c. sharp cheddar, grated

1c. spinach/arugula mix (romaine also works well)

ranch, garlic, srichacha to taste

panini if ambitious

jesus's beer drink:

12-18oz Corona (or any yellow Mexican beer)

2 limes, halved, squeezed

1-2 Tbs. salt

serve on ice

on tumblr

1st-try pot brownies:

preheat 350

3/4-1oz schwag/mex (pick the seeds and stems out, duh)

2 sticks melted butter, salted

blend

put in a pot on simmer for 3-5m

Add 1-2 oz possibly older cream cheese from the fridge and two spoonfuls creamy peanut butter and melt. Remove from heat; it shouldn't separate.

Make 1 box brownie mix.

Omit vegetable oil, sub. a little more than directed in butter mix and keep the extra warm, also add an extra egg if you know what's good.

Add chocolate chips, walnuts, strong black coffee to taste.

Coat a pan with the rest of the butter mix.

10-30m depending on yr oven.

Stare at the oven. Take out when it's cakelike when forked. Devour or give as gifts (remember to label).

my cat is a jealous cat
I shall have no other cats before him

suspicious

so maybe the point is that drop break lose
is the left turn that I’m making too swiftly

and you’ll get sideswiped if you’re not
tricky–a sketchy hood’s clean-nosed brood
speaks softly–a freshly mopped nest breeds
summers of smoky contentment if you know
how to put your feet and mind to quick rest

I know I hate poetry but it’s a debit card that
makes everything simple with less to carry
around on my back, hunched up and proud

let me call you back tomorrow at yellow up
my spine and lefts will be a little straighter

things I am the queen of

I am the queen of too many things
garments, supplies, papers, drinks,

I am the queen of beginning things
projects, novels, lovers,

I am the queen of losing things
cellphones, friends,

I am the queen of missing things
all of them.

irony is the new trans fat

swim admitted that he was powerless

that his life had become unmanageable

swim scratched the back of his neck

and found dirt under his nails

swim sat next to a cup of something strong

with his mug in his hands

with his emotions in a sleeveless shirt

in his first unplugged moments

swim sat for a long spell

alternating reevaluating and coming apart

praying to something

that listed isn't on dictionary.com

is there weather out the window?
do you know what’s in it?
where are my marlboros?

swim scarfed pamphlets

and told himself the same reminder

that he had been reminded to tell

swim swam in cliche circles

swim is snide and acidic

idiotic and addicted

a paradox and a pathetic fallacy

that shops for haterade at costco

no pillow

mind cream banana split
scoops of gutter, cloud, and chocolate chip
plastic mattress on overdrive
sleeping in navy shifts
joyfully wearing my own calculation
on my sleeve, a pop song rings in my
head along with invented porn seen
reinvented, rhymes with demented 
rhymes with contented, I'd rather
be in your bed