we smoked a phat jay in the room

ameslari + JMBG

I want to go outside

I want to know what your eyes are saying
I want to explode into 17,111 pieces while feeling ‘so good’

I want to take a hot bath

I want to escort a photography team to Pablo Escobar’s secret hippo jungles and then publish them into National Geographic and blow the check on fine cocaine
I want to learn to shut up

I want to reshingle my Dad’s roof

I want to know you

I want to graduate college and buzz my head

I want to explore and understand the world

I want to puzzle myself into a corner with weed, wine, and women all of my days.

caption contest: selfie in bathtub

best caption receives free books and zines
and perhaps a holiday poem/drawing

the winter suits me
but I need a change

-jmbg

whitey

condemned Thursday

til end of his life

and his next life

in prison

plus five years

before announcing her sentence,

Judge said his crimes were made

all the more heinous because

they were all about money

the scope, callousness and

depravity of them was almost

unfathomable

it takes no business acumen

to take money from people 

at the end of a gun

I see a grim list of his murders

how the victims were left to expire

at the scene

or stuffed in a trunk

unfathomable acts conducted
in unfathomable ways

status update

not dead
practiced nooses
boyscout tricks
two cars
neither driven
stalling under
streetlight birdshit
dead inside
additional pills
alive barely
deliberate shoe
glasses hidden
pontoon dive
beached herring